I need more ballet on my dashboard! :)

Sometimes, I’ll act a bit silly in class, or not be focusing. Im 13, after all and sometimes I just want to be a kid. But then I get out of control and disrespectful. Plus I have terrible technique, and I can just see when my teacher watches the younger girls at my studio who are better than me, that proud look in his eyes. Then after I finish my variation, disappointment.
Does anybody else feel like this?

I can’t seem to submit this as a video, so I’ll do it like this, hope that’s okay

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykoY2UFlapY

This is the Joffrey School of Ballet in Chicago, who helped make a music video for a track called Everybody Dies Alone. The band’s called fiN and they’re from England. I thought you might like the dance routine :)

1. Years of dancing: 11 years
2. Favorite dance wear brand: Yumiko & Capezio
3. A picture of you in your favorite leotard: N/A, soon to be on tumblr.
4. Best role: Demi-soloist(friend of the Sweetheart and Flirtatious girls) in Graduation Ball
5. Current pointe shows brand: Grishko 2007
6. Classes per week: 5
7. hours of dance per week: 12hrs 30mins excluding rehearsals, which can add up to be 24hrs 30 mins.
8. Are you allowed to wear colored leotards? Only for rehearsals, jazz, and modern classes. 
9. Favorite snack for dance: Luna bars if I only have a moment to lose, Jamba Juice, or a miniature salad/fruit salad.
10. How many teachers do you have? I currently have 3, but a guest artist that came during our last performance (few days ago) really left a HUGE impact on me that will last forever.
11. A picture of you in a performance: Some will be posted on my tumblr eventually.
12. Age when you started dance: 4
13. Do you plan to go pro? Absolutely.
14. Pointe shoe brand: Grishko
15. Flat shoe brand: Capezio/Grishko
16. Favorite leotard brand: Yumiko/Capezio/Natalie
17. Ever done a summer intensive? if so which one? Boca Ballet Theatre performance workshop
18. Have you ever done tap? No
19. Are you a bun head? Absolutely.